AHiT Death Wish - 84 - cable length


I don't remember the last time I had such a viscerally negative reaction to something. I didn't scream or shout or anything because this is something I felt at my very core. I felt it like it was one of those immutable laws of the universe. I don't want to do this. I've said in the past that it's okay if there are games that are not meant to be beaten by many people, not all games are to be beaten by all people, and i think I have to accept that this is a game I won't beat. That's fine. I've seen my limit, and i don't like it. I'm still going to try every other activities on the map. Like I'm still going to give it an honest go at doing the most I can. but I will not beat death wish, and that's fine. Even the authors would agree I'm pretty sure. The funny thing is I don't think this is the hardest thing. I'm sure I've beaten harder things in dw already. But when I played those, I wanted to play those, i was energised and I was looking forward to the challenge. But within my soul, in regards to this level, all I get is a massive, bright, fiery *NO*. http://www.patreon.com/raocow https://talkhaus.raocow.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=19088

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