After ending this video, I think I 'got' what this is trying to do. It's trying to recreate the struggle and hardship we had as kids, but with the relative skills and expectations we have as adults, which is why so much of it seems to be jacked up. A nearly 50 minute recording session will still be really draining though! http://talkhaus.raocow.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=14664