so here's the thing. I've played hard games and hard parts of games before, and I've tempted to take it better than this, I think. the thing that is different is back then, even if I struggled, even if I was miserable at the time, at the end of the day the video ended with some kind of progress. At least one step forward was made. But now I'm several videos in a row that end in complete failure and... I guess I'm not taking it well. :( http://www.patreon.com/raocow https://talkhaus.raocow.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=17797